Let's end 2009 with a small bang. :) I cannot sleep and now its almost 1.30am. There are too many things going on in my brain. I drank quite a bit this evening and AM supposed to be tired and drowsy and sleepy and AM supposed to be in bed by now.

I tried. But I close my eyes and my brain is still working. Its still churning and turning and processing things. After i log on to FB it got worse......

My eyelids are heavy. My eyes are tired. But my brain refuse to sleep..... everytime I try to close my eyes my brain reacts by playing images that are affecting me... Who understands ah?

I tried to talk about it. But at this time of the nite, even terror and junior is sleeping you know.... then i remember you my berby.blogspot.com.... :)

Well... I dun think I wan to say anything here cos I will dream about it later.... :)

Its been a while since I came here. Too busy with facebook. No one reads here anyway. Everyone else is also busy with facebook i guess!!!

I decided to rear spiders here again....

Hahahahhaha

Ah ber is sick

Been having high fever since friday nite. 39++ degrees. No appetite, whole body ache, cannot stand up cos i will be giddy.

Slept away my whole sat and half of sun.

Still feeling weird.

Great time to lose weight!!!

Miss junior and terror and bruno and kido. Dreamt that junior was lost at my grandma's house. I dreamt this twice.... so worried. And in my delirious state, woke up thinking it was real and got so confused.... Few times woke up and didnt know where I was......Had to take a couple of minutes to fingure out that I was at home and raging a fever.....

And that junior was safe at bradel....

its terrible to be sick. My throat is so sore that I lost my voice....

Bad bad weekend.....

Terror and Aliens 08 April 2009

I know you are waitin for my Macau post. Will surely upload the pics soon......

Been busy cos I promised Terror to bring her to the vet for her scan when I came back from Macau. When I came back from Macau tat nite, already can feel the aliens moving inside her. Had the scan last sunday and they shaved her tummy..... Cost me S$186 but we left with 2 x-tray slides showing 2 aliens inside her. Wanted to schedule her for C-section on 11 April but the price was HORRENDOUS - quoted me S$1200. Asked mummy rina to help with natural birth for terror. We read up on the internet and watched youtube videos of chihuahua giving birth. Looked so easy. But there were some difficult cases too. Terror looked like a cow with her tummy shaved and nipples sticking out.....

This morning, 08 April 2009, at 5plus am, her contractions must have started. She started peeing gel stuff out since 5plus and both me and rina were watching over her. I called in urgent leave around 7plus cos we both had the feeling its today she's gonna give birth. I called my boss and told her my gal giving birth already HOW HOW HOW HOW........ I think she panicked too.

7plus am - She started to have liquid coming out from her vulva. Yellowish liquid mixed with bit blood. A partial part of a water bag came out from her vulva. She was trying to push. We were trying to rub her tummy and comfort her to push out the babies. Could see some black thing inside (looked like a tail or a leg). Then as quick as it came out, it went back in again.

Junior was playing his part as expectant daddy and was pacing around anxiously.

8plus am - called the hospital to ask if this was normal. Nurse said it was. But vet said to bring her in for urgent assisted delivery as there might be distortions or something.

9plus am - went to the hospital. Felt safe cos ALL the vets were there for a meeting..... Terror was hooked up to IV drip and given injection to induce labour. She screamed a few times due to the needles (she is terribly scared of the pain). Me and Rina stayed back in the ward to accompany her.

Terror was frantic cos she was in a strange environment. Kept running to either me or rina. The vet came to examine her a couple of times - He's really a nice and cute guy. His name is Dr Brian Loon. Love him to bits.....

By this time, the alien on the left side has no motion. I cannot feel the alien moving in terror's tummy. I was frantic too.

10plus am - Terror splurted more liquid out so we were so scared the water bag broke. Called the vet in immediately. He stuck his fingers inside her and told us the bag was still intact. Sighed a great sigh of relief. Terror had 2nd jab to induce labour. If she didnt make it this time, C-section most probably on the cards.....

Suddenly, the water bag came out partially from her vulva again. Called the vet in again and on the spot, the doctor and the nurse tried to assist her in delivery. Water bag there but the alien was not in proper place - not in the birth canal yet!!!

Vet and nurse tried to help her. They put lub and stuck their fingers inside trying to hook the alien out. They asked me to help by holding her up and talking to her while they work on her lower body. Could feel her contractions and she did try to push.

By this time, I can feel NO motion from right alien as well. Scared the shit outta me.

Vet suggested we wait longer.

I cannot wait longer. I told him to prepare the c-section NOW.
11plus am - Terror was sent into the operating room where I can see from outside. They shaved her more and knocked her out. I cannot bring myself to see the rest. Rina and D and jakes took turns to check her out.

12plus pm - The surgeon brought out a sag from terror. The sag was broken and 2 aliens were brought out to the cruel world. 2 aliens all covered in slime and disgusting liquid and NOT BREATHING (cos they still had the umbillical cord attached).

The nurses were trying very hard to save them, make them breathe. They started by dropping them quite hard into the palms of another nurse, then very very very very furiously rubbing and rubbing and rubbing them all over. They took liquid out from the alien's nose and mouth. It took about 15minutes for them to do all these, but it took ages for me.

I tot I lost them.

Finally they meowed. Hahahahahaha. They made funny noise like kittens meowing la.

And they moved and they were ALIVE!!!!!

1plus pm - Terror finally came out from the operating theatre after her sterilization. I never want her and myself to go thru such torture ever again. Terror finally let her kids suckle her and they looked comfortable together....

I nearly cried when I saw the boys and terror.

2plus pm - Kenji came to visit his daughter and his grandsons. We were gloating over the fact that we were grand parents. But not too happy about the hole in the pocket. I had already made a S$1500 deposit for the hospitalization and surgery.

8pm - Rina the grand nanny, Lena the God grandma, Jakes the God grand uncle and Ber the grandma picked up our little girl terror with her 2 boys. Earlier on we rushed to pet movers to get supplements and good food for terror.

Junior was introduced to his sons but he wasnt too interested as he wasn't sure wat they were and where they came from and who they were.....

11plus pm - Terror finally ate her supper and all is well!!!! We will continue to monitor them thru the nite......

Aren't you keen to see the puppies?

Here you go.....



I have yet to name them....... one of them is almost exactly the same as daddy Junior. The other one is just like mummy Terror. They look more like hamsters now.....

I feel old. I am grandma status already!!!! Total damages today: S$1596....... damage to my pocket, but boost to my heart cos I am filled with happines and pride.....

Thank you darling terror who gave me 2 wonderful grandsons. Thank you for going thru all that you went thru to add more joy in my life. Thank you for being such a great mummy and such a great daughter!

And also thank you to Junior for your super sperm and stubborn kids who look like you and terror!!

Thank you mummy rina who was with the kids (including me) thru-out the whole thing. Thank you Jakes for sending us there. Thank you D for loving the aliens. Thank you daddy kenji for dropping by to visit your gal even though you had a tight schedule. Thank you Godma Lena who came to visit and went with us to pick terror and the boys back!

Thank you God for answering my prayers!!

Bye Sg, Hi Macau

Ah Ber is now at the Budget Terminal waiting to get on my flight to Macau. Will be meeting my friend Hui Keng there!!!! So exciting!!!

Just had breakfast with my family and hubby at HANis. Then came into the transit area and realised that got more food inside!!!!!! But too full to eat anymore!!!!

Ah Ber will happily be shopping at Macau, Hong Kong and Zhuhai......

Meanwhile I will be missing those around me like Mummy Rina, my 3 godsons, my babies Junior and Terror and my darling kenji!!!!

Dun miss me too much!!!!

Wuv you all, see ya when I am back..... Happy April's Fool in advance!!!!

Will blog if the casino has an internet hahahahahahaah....

Lots of love, Ah Ber