Friday, February 29, 2008

Sianz....

Today's the day where I see sweet smiles and for extreme cases, tempers flare up in the office.

Cos today is salary release day for them.

Early in the morn I saw almost everyone of them giving me a sweet smile as I walked in. And some came early into my office to check and dispute some issues on their pay. Till date, most of them went out of my room smiling cos I managed to solve their doubts and uncertainties..... Only some, cos of some human errors (not my error I seriously hope), they received lesser pay. So some outstanding issues needed to be addressed before they can be happy again.

For me, its only been 4 days since my pay was giro-ed into my bank account but my bank account is almost empty. Haha. Dun ask me why and how..... I guess most of us face the same problem - earn this much and spend even more than wat we earn. Ok. I know of some who have savings and so on and so forth..... I really wan to save, once I settle down and calculate my expenses and I know march's gonna be better..... cos there are some things that I have finished paying for in february so march I should be more cash-rich.... heehee....

I had second tots on keeping tortilla cos he's really eating up my cash alot. Not on repairs, but on the cashcards and parking and petrol and now, insurance and road tax. But I love tortilla too much to sell him. I cannot do without a car I guess - too used to driving..... and he is my wings....

So I decided that I will keep him till he gets too old to move on the road.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Rants cos I am bored.... hahahahaha

My herbal tea is too hot to drink in my office so I was doing teh tarik with it. Heehee.

Today my mood is not bad. I went down to HQ for half a day and managed to get some work done there. Then around 3pm I went back to chai chee office. My boss is amazed at the speed I drove cos when I called him on some issue he was quite amazed that I am back to office already. Of cos la, I dun "eat snake" one ok.... heeheeh.

When I came back to chai chee office, I settled some other issues and now I take a break 1st. I suddenly missed my smelly boy. Suddenly wish to cuddle him and kiss him and smell his smelly doggy smell. Maybe its a cold day and when its a cold day, people get lonely..... especially now that I am alone in this big big room all by myself.

I heard some good news that Jie fu got his new car yesterday. And its a big and good car that can go to KL..... yeah..... so me and lena are planning for a getaway soon. I seriously need a break. My aunts and mum came back from bangkok and I really, really, really missed going to bangkok.

How bout a beach holiday? I missed the nice sea waters and the salty sea breeze...... I missed wearing a bikini (not that I can wear one now cos it would be sooooooo ugly).... I am seriously thinking of tanning away my whites inside......

I also missed bringing my son out. Initially I wanted to bring my son out on this sunday, but apparently, this sunday's my mum's and 2 aunties' birthday celebration at some restaurant in orchard. I might jus bring junior along as well cos he's very used to these things.... heehee....

I dun understand why I keep packing and packing and packing but the whole house still looked sooooooo untidy. I really seriously dun understand. And I keep mopping and cleaning but the floor still feels weird..... of cos its better la, but still, I dun feel very comfortable yet.....

Tomorrow I'm going drinking at Clarke Quay with my colleagues (15 of them)..... Opening 3 bottles I heard...... CHEONG ah......i seriously hope they open some 18years old whiskey or something like tat..... I sooooooo miss dong bar's 18years old scotch whiskey.......

My tendon is still not very good yet and my colleagues asked me to go tui na. Wa, I think I will bite the hand off the physician...... cos its painful lor...... If it doesn't improve by this weekend, most prob next week I will go tui na.....

Any good tui na to recommend?

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Junior was caught in the act!!!

Junior is very pai seh because....... he was caught in the act!!!!

Check it out..... www.dinojuniorboy.blogspot.com

Blissful

I show you pictures of my piggy leg.....

The 1st pic is the normal one (although it looks FAT ok), see you can still see the ankle part, the tendon and the bone of the ankle.

This 2nd pic shows you the swollen right ankle. My Tendon is swollen to the extent that it cannot be seen. Even the ankle bone also cannot be seen.....


Well, today I'm back at work but with my ankle in bandages. Cos it still hurts a bit so I jus wrap it up after rubbing the anti-inflammation gel on it. The medication works really well. The ankle part is not so swollen already, and the pain has greatly lessen.....

And yesterday, I had a super duper great treat from Kenji. He finally cooked dinner for me. This valentine's day meal has been postponed sooooooo long already.

He cooked Rib Eye Steak, soup and potatoes for me!!!!

Yummy Yummy!!!!! And the best part was, I didnt go toilet after eating the dinner.... hiak hiak hiak.....

And he promised to cook spaghetti the next round for me!!!! YEAH...... I feel so "xing fu" (Blissful) ...... heehee.......

So TFT members pls take note, next time you wan breakfast, lunch or dinner for your mahjong and dai di sessions, pls call my paria and reserve your meals........ hahahahahaahhaa.....

Monday, February 25, 2008

My tendon is inflammed

I am fuming mad at this moment. I feel I'm acting in "Just Follow Law" where in the office there are arrows flying here and there and shooting me in the back. One f***ing fellow jus tried to stab me in the back.

This B*****d's staff came to look for me. She is on probation and her MC is still unpaid. She saw the doctor but didnt collect her MC cos she wanted to extend her MC. So she jus asked if no submission of the MC would be affecting her paycheck or anything.

I called up the other HR staff immediately and spoke to her on the phone. She adviced that although the staff's MC was unpaid, it would be preferred that she still submit the documents for validation.

So this is wat I advice her lor.

And that b*****d shoot an email cc all the department heads and everything saying that I AM THE ONE WHO WAIVED her MC. Please lor. F***ing mouth say F***ing things lor. I have never said such things lor. Anyhow put things into my mouth and shoot me dead.

So they think I am a scardy cat rite? I SHOOT them back lor. Now not my issue anymore. But I am boiling mad cos that b*****d is really a bastard lor.

Moreover, I am in pain cos my tendon is inflammed and I cannot move around lor. I am actually on 2 days MC today and tomorow but I came to work cos I have things to be done lor. And this morn the doc already pissed me off. I asked for MC and request for her to write it for tomorrow instead cos I have to come office today. She say how can she write MC for tmr cos she dunno ......blah blah blah.... so I told her, then write me 2 days MC can or not? Cos I told her, my leg not so fast heal one, dun think within next 2 days will be ok..... finally reluctantly, she agreed lor.

And I am not lying about my damn leg wat. It is swollen, even someone who is not a doctor can tell its swollen lor. She even touched the part and agreed that it was inflammed. I even told her the diagnosis cos I had this before. She asked if I sprained my leg or anything. But I dun recall lor. I didnt even wear high heels lor. This was going on for the past 3 days and yesterday I think I strained it further cos I had my photo shoot lor....

Wat a price to pay for vanity lor......

Sat all my furniture and cable and internet came.... so cool to have cable in the house..... I have my favourite channels Zone Reality, Animal Planet, and every channel on cable!!!

And on sun, I went for my photo shoot. I went to the studio at tanjong pagar at 10.30am. And my make up took 1.5hours lor.... and after changing 5 different outfits, it was already 4.30pm. So we rushed outdoors for our photo shoot. Luckily we didnt take the uncle transport cos surely very slow one, instead, we chose to drive. And you know, kenji was the "F1 race driver" so we managed to complete 3 outdoor locations within 1.5hours.

So when the pictures are out, i'll let you know ok......

Friday, February 22, 2008

I am a cripple today

Ah ber pulled her muscle in her rite lower leg. So I became a cripple for today. But that didnt stop me from shopping. Hahahahaha. I bought 2 pair of shoes during lunch time. Hiak Hiak Hiak.

Training is so boring that it is killing me. I seem to have so many things to be done and I jus simply cannot really concentrate. And my memory is failing me and I am soooo tired. Then tomorrow all my furniture's coming already. Luckily today kenji is off and he's doing the household chores like sweeping and mopping. At least when the furniture is in, not too much cleaning to be done.

I still need to buy the shoe cabinets. I guess worse comes to the worse, i'll jus buy the ordinary one from giant or NTUC cos nothing seems to catch my eye leh.....

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Babysitter required

My photo shooting is creeping nearer. I'm gonna bring Junior with me cos he's my baby boy and he's our 1st son together. So of cos he has to be in some of the pictures rite? But..... I need a nanny to take care of him. Cos I will be busy taking photos and I cannot entertain him.

Any volunteers? I will buy you lunch...... and if junior likes you alot, then you can have him for dinner....... hahahahahaha...... Pls sms me if you can help me babysit my son ok?

Monday, February 18, 2008

monday blues

Ah ber is still having the achy bones and muscles thingy. For the past 2 days I cannot turn my head or stretch my neck cos the muscles in my neck and head sooooooo painful.

Today is better, but my muscles and bones are all still aching. Then later I have to lug the heavy lappy back to HQ for training. SIAN AH. Can someone help me? I didnt drive today cos I feel like fainting when I think about how much coupons I need to put for half a day there.

So I took bus to chai chee today. 1st time I'm taking bus from sengkang. I took 62 and many students from my previous Yuying Sec sch came up the bus and i was quite amazed to see them cos its already almost 8am. The uniform is the same except the badge and the nametag is ironed on - so nerdy. Luckily last time in my era, we can go out and make our own nametags and we can take out the badges and nametags after school. heehee.

And the students are still also wearin US masters school shoes lor. Heehee. Last time i used to fight so hard to get 1 pair of US masters cos its the "in" thing that my friends are all wearing. Except now, they are all wearing ankle socks cos the pulling of long socks up is no longer the "in" thing. Heehee.

Then I had to change bus and I didnt really know except 25, which other bus goes to chai chee. I guessed 854 went to, but I only took the 2nd bus cos the 1st bus was quite crowded... and managed to get a seat... can die lor if no seat..... my back can jus break into 2 lor....

Later after work I need to go take my measurements for the bridal gowns and then after that its home sweet home. I wished I could go off at 5pm today (training timing) but I guess i am jus dreaming lor.....

i have monday blues today

Friday, February 15, 2008

Ah ber is sick again + valentines

It must be the late nite toils of cleaning and packing. Now ah ber is sick. Had a fever since yesterday and today I still having a fever. Dino Senior refuse to let me have panadols cos he say not good, so i been pumping water into me.

I am worried cos my whole body is aching and my bones are screaming with pain. My muscles seem to have wasted away cos my legs feel wobbly and my head seem to be light. I feel like a 70year old old woman.

My hands and feet are cold and my body is burning. Like the heat wants to escape but is all trapped inside me. My urine is boiling hot and everything I touch, is like ice cold metal. I really dunno wat is wrong with me.

Today lunch time I slept 1 hour in tortilla and amazingly, I was shivering sometimes when the wind blew. That confirmed that I was really not well.

Well, on a happier note, Yesterday was valentine's day and i was very happy. Cos someone made me valentines day dinner with brausworth sausages, potatoes and potato garlic cream soup with garlic bread. And it is none other than my son's godma - Ms Lena Tan.

Kenji tried out everything as well and he was quite pissed off that Lena stole his idea. Heehee. He couldn't cook cos he had class so he wanted to cook today but I am not feeling too good to have his steak....

And I received 3 bouquet of roses yesterday. Sooooooo happy...... I tot kenji didnt buy me roses so I asked lena if she is going to give me a bouquet (hiak hiak bu yao lian) and she really sent me a bouquet of lilies and they smell sooooooo good leh...... and when I reached home, kenji was walking junior and he was grumbling about the roses not nice so he didnt buy any.

But when I reached home, there was a bouquet of roses from him!!!!!! :) Soooooo happy.....

And last but not least, I had a single rose from Mr M....... heehee.....

Thank you Ms Lena Tan and Mr Kenji Lim for loving me sooooooo much.... heehee..... Love you both many many too..... muacks

Thursday, February 14, 2008

ANother 1st TIME

This morn ah ber has another 1st time. I took the LRT from sengkang and changed to NEL and changed to East West Line to get to work in town.

I felt so cool. And as usual ah ber is blur queen - I dunno where to go and how to get to my office, but I jus follow the crowds lor. So clever rite. Cos I dunno where to go change trains so I jus follow the business-looking people to where they were going lor.

I think ah ber is very clever today. Heehee.

And a very Happy Valentines Day to all the people out there reading my bloggie here. Be it whether you are married or single or in love or being loved or in a triange love or one-sided love or blinded by love or waiting for the RITE one or have no idea who is the rite one or cannot be bothered to love or in love with themselves or ????? - HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

Without a partner, you can still have friends and family around you. I'm celebrating Valentines Day with Junior. Hiak Hiak Hiak. Junior already gave me a nice card with his paw prints all over the card.

I feel very satisfied yesterday cos I cleaned out 1/3 of the kitchen yesterday nite. Now left 2/3 and I really gonna to clean it all out by this weekend so that I can focus on other areas like the STOREROOM. YEAH

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

I fell asleep at the wheel today!!!!

Ah ber has a 1st time experience today. I fell asleep at the wheel.

I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green at bedok north junction this morn when I decided to close my eyes for a while cos the lids were drooping already. So I jus closed my eyes for a while and I was awaken by horning..... oooops.....

I knew I fell asleep cos my mind went into the sub-conscious mode...... and of cos after I manage to find my gear and shift it to gear 1, I so paiseh and quickly drove off.

Rina said I did too much shopping. Hahaha. I didnt really do a lot of shopping la. I only went daiso and giant. And I only became ahmad to Lena and Jie fu cos his car broke down jus outside her office and I went down to accompany and send them to the workshop and then I drove all of us to vivocity. That's all.

Today I dun have class. But I still need to clean out the kitchen cupboards and the others that I can do. Yesterday kenji and me stayed up till almost 2am. Like tat everyday only about 4 hours sleep is definately not enough rite. Nvm. Sunday morn I shall sleep till the evening ok. Hahahahah.

Yesterday I cooked for the 1st time at Sengkang. Heehee. Kenji was hungry so I cooked maggie noodles. Heehee..... Not very fantastic, but at least the feeling's great. Heehee....

Today's at least not very boring. Cos later I driving back to HQ at Tanjong Pagar for Lou Hei with my company and my colleagues. HUAT ah!!!!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

aH bER iS mAd.... hELp

Ah ber is on a diet starting from TODAY. Although in the morn I ate cereal with milo, but breakfast is very important ma, so its ok one.

Then for lunch ah ber went to buy pineapple (1st time I'm buying pineapple and eating it), guava & rock melon. And ah ber is also drinking lots of water (unfortunately, sweet ones), but I will make sure I put lots of ice and add extra water to the syrups.

During lunch time ah ber walked for 45mins, buying my mop, pails and lots of household necessaties and put them into tortilla. For this 2 mths, tortilla has been of lots of help. 1

1stly he try his best not to breakdown. 2ndly, he try his best not to drink too much petrol, 3rdly, he try to multi-task into a van. I love you tortilla.

Junior's been quite cooperative till this morn. This morn he peeed in the room, and I sprayed the area with vinegar water but I wasn't too angry, cos last nite weather was quite cold. He must have been cold tat's why he peeed in the room.

I wonder if niu niu is pregnant. I wan a rat baby. Brandy jus finished her period. Damn. Nothing for junior already. Heehee. He tried to hump the blanket but he stopped short of doing it cos I was starring at him.

Yesterday lena and me were discussing about our furkids. We both decided that our furkids are actually very smart (with the exception of mouse tze and brandy).

Help. I am so damn bored. I better sit here quietly and pretend to be busy by typing my blog or else they might jus decide to send me back to HQ for good and I'LL DIE THERE. No freedom at all (unless i pick up smoking and can disappear to "xi du") and MORE THINGS to do.

Suddenly i feel so happy to have 1 whole room to myself. I can dig my nose, I can take off my shoes and cross my feet on the chair, I can lie straight on the floor and NAP, I can fart as I like, I can burp as I like, I can scratch my bum, I can sit like a guy, I can fold paper airplanes and fly them around, I can sing KTV, I can bring junior to work, I can yak on the phone, I can write my blog and MSN freely, I can talk out loud. I can suddenly go mad. Hahahahhahaahaha.

The previous para already tells you I AM MAD liao. You think the room got no door and no window one ah. Everything i do inside, outside also can see lor.......

See how bored and mad I am.....

YEAH, next week I am on leave from mon to sun. Cos I WAN TO SLEEP. Siao ah. You think I have so many leave to take ah? - iTs jUs sOmE mAdnEss fRoM aH BEr. I cannot take leave till march leh, which is quite soon. Then I wan go BKK liao, go to the same place where me and kenji ROM ok? MUahhhhhhahahahahaaa. Ok I am mad.

If I drink too much milo, will I put on weight - ok this is a serious question. Cos after the fruits I am hungry and I wan to lose weight. Tell me wat to do? I should have boiled my carrots and celery and cabbage and brocolli and potatoes for lunch la, but this morn I woke up late (again). Hehehehe..... pls advice how to lose weight.

I am sooooooooo bored

I mentioned that I went on another shopping spree yesterday rite. Today I am going on another shopping spree. This time, to either ikea again (YES, I cannot get enough of ikea stuff) or daiso (YEAH).

And I need to get my coolie who worked for me yesterday to go with me again. YES MS LENA TAN, paging for MS LENA TAN to be coolie again today. She is power I tell you. She can carry that 18kg microwave and walk the distance of 2 bus stops you know. She is mad la. But ah ber really need help. Cannot carry too heavy things cos my tummy still on a strike from stomach flu.

I wanted to go IMM today but Jie fu treating LENA for dinner and he's inviting me too. Hahahahahahahaa. I GOT FREE DINNER TONITE. Go vivocity? I surely "Ka" you marche one..... hiak hiak hiak hiak.....

Suddenly I feel like an aunty leh. Hahaahhaaa. Maybe its time to get use to being a housewife. Hahahahah. Nvm, my new maid is coming this week and she can sweep and mop and clean. YEAH. She is from dino-land and her name is Paria.

2 more days is valentine's day. Hiak Hiak Hiak. I gotta buy some nice stuff. Heehee.

MAHJONG SESSION IS STILL ON @ Sengkang this weekend. 2 tables Mahjong, 1 table Ban Luck & 1 table Dai Di. Food and drinks provided.

Rants

My other 2 colleagues have moved out to the other room at the other end of the office. I am all alone here in this room, which is the size of my 2 bedrooms.

Although it sounds good that I have no one hovering over my shoulder and checking on wat is on my lappy screen and I can have my own world back, but its kinda lonely here alone. I have no one to talk to - not as if I always talk to the gals la, but its kinda lonely that I have no one to gossip with.

Best thing is they didnt tell me they moving. I only overheard then I know and I didnt expect it to be so soon. But they jus moved since yesterday evening. I couldn't be bothered cos I was in pain and I jus wanted to get to the doctor.

Had stomach flu. Had medicine and felt better immediately to be able to go ikea, giant and mustafa with lena yesterday evening. Luckily I went to the doctors or else I think I would only be able to go home and lie straight straight.

Doc gave me MC yesterday but it defeats the purpose cos i knocking off liao, so I told him as long as the medicine works, I should be fine la. And the medicine really worked. My tummy dun feel so gassy and bloated anymore. And I can actually feel hungry.... heehee.....

Yesterday was quite a fruitful evening. I went to giant to get lots of fruits and vegetables cos i am going on a diet. A no-carbo diet. But I ate cereal this morn so I am not sure if can be considered non-carbo la. Hahahahahaha.

Ikea was more interesting but the most interesting of them all is mustafa. Cos I bought almost $500 worth of things there. I bought a microwave oven for junior to heat up his food and this alone cost me almost $400 liao. Then I also bought the steam iron I have been eyeing and a nice nice rice cooker. And i also bought an extra large pen. Heehee.

But I cannot upload the pictures cos my lappy's been blocked. Sian. And damn I finish everything yesterday around 1plus and fell asleep immediately and then this morn I am up and about again. Sian. Today got class lor. Dunno wan to go or not. Sian.

Looking forward to tomorrow cos its my birthday and I am going back to HQ and doing Lou Hei. YEAH...... Its still CNY and I am still having CNY mood. So happy...... and sleepy. Hahahahahaha.

Monday, February 11, 2008

Stoning

Happy New Year to everyone!!!!

Ah ber jus came back from CNY celebrations. I am now looking for a good date this week to announce that I am moving into sengkang officially. Heehee. Been cleaning and packing but the things like still soooooooooo much.

And still got many things to buy. Sian.

And I need sleep. Badly. I wish I can go hide 1 corner and jus go to sleep for 1 hour. Jus 1 hour I think I will be very happy. I am going to ikea and courts and giant and mustafa today to get more stuffs and I think I am really stoning already.... bye I need to get my kopi....

And monkeys are not bery lucky leh. I played bit on mahjong and cards but not very good leh. Maybe I am bit slower, the luck also come slower hor. hahahhahahaa. I am bit retarded la.... so the luck coming soon..... jus need bit more time..... Wat rubbish I am toking now you seee.... its the result of stoning......

I go write down the list of things I wan to buy later.... ciao.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Food, drinks & FUN

Yesterday I went to Dong Bar with kenji, Alvin, Jerry, Alex, Ah Cheng & his wife.

We ordered like dunno how many baskets of finger foods. I think 2-3 baskets each for every item - Deep Fried Toufu, Chicken Drumlets, Nuggets, Sausages......

And as usual, we had DRINKS. My God. Kenji bought a $300+, 18yrs scotch whiskey. And I LOVE IT soooooooooooo much...... People who know me, know that I dun drink neat, or on the rocks for these drinks like whiskey, JD, Vodka, bourbon...etc.

But for this one, I only added ice and I drank it on the rocks. Wow. Its really smooth and it doesn't irritate my tongue. And I love it sooooooo much that I jus sat there and drank glass after glass.

Then came along this chinese waitress who didnt know her limits as well. So we bought her some drinks (10 barcadi breezers) and made her drink with us. I downed 3 barcardi breezers and 2 hooches and had beer and a few glasses of BAILEYS (thanks to Alex). :)

Then Kenji ordered Sashimi platter - YEAH. He ordered 2 trays of Sashimi platter and 1 huge tray of fresh oysters. I LOVE the oysters................ I normally dun eat fresh oysters too but this one, I REALLY LOVE IT......... so smooth, so juicy, so tasty, so soft, so yummy.....

After all the nice nice food, we had champagne cos Kenji said we should practice for our wedding. Hahahahaha. And the boss of Dong Bar was quite amazed that I knew how to open the bottled of champagne. Of cos la wilson, I am Ah ber leh.... I am not very clever, but not stupid as well leh.

Then we all toasted and then Jerry puked. Hahahahaahahaha. I wonder why rachel didnt come down with her 10boxes of top-shell as promised..... And I wonder why the stone stone alvin didnt puke. Hahahahaha.

But we enjoyed urselves singing KTV and drinking and eating. Ah Cheng's wife can really drink and she likes baileys too. Yeah.....

And best part is, kenji was high high too and he said lots of nice nice words to me. Heehee. I jus wan to tell you that I love you very much darling. And never do things to betray my trust and our love will be the one song that everyone will sing of and be envious of. We will be together forever and our vows will be for life. We will support each other to the end and we will definately have many more better days to share with each other in the future to come. We will build a good family together and live happily ever after in our fairytale story.

Then after our drinking session I went back to serangoon north to collect something from my aunty like at 11plus pm and then I went to bradel to stay over. I dunno wat nonsense I was talking to Rina cos I cannot remember the conversation details. Hahaha. Cos I was high high into the sky.

But i remember sleepin with my son. Heehee. He was at my bum the whole nite. And we slept like babies together. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH my baby boy.......

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

PSP phone

Someone should invent a PSP in-build with a mobile phone, something like blackberry where its like a mini-com and also like the PDA phones. They should invent the PSP phone.

Cos every since someone got PSP, the replies to my sms seem to always delay. They should also make the PSP phone in such a way that if they dun read the incoming SMS, they cannot continue fighting their final fantasy or watever game they are playing. PSP, final fantasy, everything else is more important lor.......

The bottomline of this post is.............

I am going to get a PSP for myself. Muahahahahaahahahahahaahahah. Then I gonna get "Neighbours from Hell" if they have it on PSP la. I liked that game when I was playing x-box la. Missed it so much. Then I getting SIMS, I getting something like Warcraft, i getting something like samurai warriors.....etc...... ahhahahahahhhahaha...... junior will feel very jealous over that machine.....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

You know, I am starting to get a little cough. And I need to stay off chicken..... SO..... BAH KUAH HERE I COME...... hiak hiak hiak hiak......


Early in the morn today I drank a big cup of coffee. Cos I am trying to keep myself awake. I stayed up till 1am to clean up my room and move more stuff to tortilla. Now my room is baby safe for junior and brandy, except their baby stuff I already moved to sengkang and I need to bring back some incase they need it. YEAH.

I am desperately trying to control my diet and lose a bit of weight cos photo shoot is soon, BUT kenji jus bought 1 carton of beer and 1 huge box of oranges and 1 big bag of BAH KUAH for my parents. How to resist?

Actually the photo shoot is bad timing cos its 1month from CNY. How to lose weight like tat? NVM la. Actually photo shoot look bit chubby also can la. At least is "fu qi" ma. Hahahahhaha.

Ah ber here wishing everyone from all over the world reading my bloggie - a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to you!!! May you be prosperous, filled with great health, overflowing with happiness from within, lucky in all your business ventures and smooth sailing RAT YEAR.....

For those who are single - Wish that you get a good soulmate as your partner and surrounded by family and loved ones. Have a great career and live life to the fullest!!!

For those who are married - Wish that your family is harmonious and peaceful, all children fillial and elders generous with love, advice and support. Have more babies to bring in the fun & laughter & joy!!!

"Happiness is something that you give to yourself, not something that someone gives you. A smile is put on your face by yourself, not someone else. Love is given to others and yourself and sharing will make it bloom, do not keep it jus for yourself and it will FA MEI - hahahhhaahaah"

Lotsa LOVE,
Ah ber...... aka@ berby princess aka@ Belinda Yang aka@ Junior's Mummy aka@ Mrs Kenji Lim.

Muahahaahahahahahah...... Even my hamster is smiling..... this RAT year must be a great year...... A CNY card from my company to everyone out there!!! (I hope the fishy moves)...

Monday, February 4, 2008

rants & bullshits....

Its freezing cold in my office. In another half an hour I going back to IP to pass a document over. Then I will go on with my plans for tonite. But for now, I feel like a penguin in the north pole. I am wearing gloves and stuffing my hands into the pockets of my winter jacket but I am still cold. I have already down a bottle full of warm water but it didnt really help. So I went to get hot coffee and at least I feel warm enough to take my hands out of my pockets and type this entry with my gloves still on.....

I hope kenji doesn't turn down the aircon at home to the extent that me and junior freeze to death. Kenji's actually quite excited to bring junior back to our new home. But I dun allow cos its still so dusty and needs LOTS of cleaning. Any marias on loan?

Someone jus jio me to watch Mark Lee and Fann's new movie for CNY. Yeah!!!

And my fortune seems to say that my fortune with dragon is good..... hahahaha..... my boss is a dragon..... hahahahaha..... but i prefer to sit on the back of the horse cos he's steady and he's my hubby..... HH - horsey hubby...... hahahahah....

To me, every year is the same. Maybe bit luckier, maybe bit suayer.... but still, everything is in your hands. If you work hard and try your best, even if things dun work out for you, at least you know you have tried your best. Of cos feel sad and disappointed that things dun work out nicely, but at least you answered to yourself on trying your best.

If things dun work out for you, also cannot be controlled, jus take it easy as part of the whole life thingy lor. If things work out very nicely for you, then IT IS A BONUS dun you think so? Cant always expect life to be a bed of roses rite? Life is always fair. Has its ups and downs.

Remember that when its up, enjoy life to the max so that when it turns down, you know you have experienced good times and cheer up knowing that wat goes up, comes down and vice versa. Life will never be up all the way, or down all the way...... so dun be too arrogant when life is up for you and never be too disheartened when life is down. Be humble. Be nice to people. Be yourself.

I think this year I wan to further my studies. I should go study Philosophy. Hahahahahahah. I got lots of bullshit..... hahahahhahaha...... Only junior doesn't get tired of my bullshit cos he dun understand a single thing I say, except "Let's go" and he'll start jumping up and down in excitement cos he knows it means - WE ARE GOING OUT. I wan to have junior's juniors..... I love junior soooooooo much, i wan his legacy to remain for my lifetime. hahahahahah.

So far I have 3 lengends to my name. 1) Stripey 2) Single horn BUG (deceased) 3) Dino Junior. Still waiting for my rat baby. Hahahahahah. I am seriously considering baby making cos babies are sooooooo adorable. I wan my legend to continue..... generations after generations..... YEAH......

Insomnia

I seriously hate caffeine now. It perks me up at the wrong time. I haven't been really having caffeine in my system since a year ago. I actually cut down so much on coffee that maybe I only have 1 - 5 cups of coffee every month. I drink mostly tea though.

For the past 2 months, I usually drink a cup of coffee in the morn, hoping that it will perk me up and last me thru the day. But I always end up unable to sleep at nite. And I seriously tot it was the caffeine creating my insomnia.

But it wasn't. I think it was other factors cos I can be very very tired and yet my brain is still working at nite. Like it didnt shut down yet in sleep mode. Dunno wat's wrong with me la. Maybe got residue caffeine in my blood tat is why. Hahhahahaha. My aunty even recommended that I take sleeping pills.

I think I worry too much la. The house, the wedding, everything la. Like on sat, I slept like a baby in my new house. Maybe cos the painting has already started and I felt that another load off my mind was taken off.

Sat evening the painters came around 9pm. I was very tired cos I did all the moving of my stuff by myself. They started to paint and everything and kenji supervised the whole process till 3am when everyone went to sleep. They continued in the morn and they finished around 6pm. I also helped to paint 2 doors and the chief said that my paint-job was good and I can become a part-time painter. Hahaha. They also said they will give me part of their pay for this round. hahahahah.

Apparently all the running around and my lugging of1 carton of "anything" from the NTUC opposite by foot, and buying of stuff and running around with my aunties for dinner and grocery shopping till 10pm, didnt tire me out enough cos yesterday nite I couldn't sleep properly too.

Am I having a sleep issue? Hahahahahah. I think I jus missed my son and missed having kenji sleeping with me. Cos sat kenji slept by my side and i was so peaceful in my sleep - I didnt even have a dream.....

I seriously need to go back home and pack my room and make it baby safe for my son..... He needs to come home for the CNY. My poor baby. I missed him so much.... I guess he missed me too. Today is gonna be a long day too.

I need to send my dad's paintings to the gallery after work and then meet kenji and his family for an early reunion dinner @ tian fu!!! And after tat its off to pack my room..... any marias on loan out there?

Friday, February 1, 2008

Sloths...

Some people are really really irritating cos when they need something from you they will wan it the soonest, the best is RITE ON THE SPOT. When you need something from them, they drrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrag their own ass slowly for few days and sit on it.

Then when you remind them or chase them, they will JUMP on you asking you why you always chase them. Then you have to advice them that if things not received then cannot proceed, then they will CHALLENGE you or DARE you to stop the processing...... If its really stopped, I dunno how liao. Cos if really stopped processing, then everyone will start to exercise and practise "Tai Ji" and then maybe I will kena lor. Hahahahahaha. Too bad la.

I start to think that these people behave like sloths la - that slow slow mammal that looks like a monkey that hangs on the trees and move Reeeeeeeeeeeeallly slowly..... even when they fall down also slow motion one.... hahahahahahaha. They are really very slow....

On a happier note, today I went shopping again. Yesterday I went shopping too, but the bag I wanted was the last one and another lady took it. So today I went shopping again and I GOT MY BAG. Cos I know they surely will stock up ma, rite or not? And I also got a matching wallet to go with the bag.

Heehee.... I know I have lots of bags and wallets and clothes. But the shopping bug bit me so I HAVE TO BUY la. At least maybe tonite I can sleep better after satisfying my shopping urge. Actually I dun feel so satisfied yet, but nvm la. There are like sooooooo many things I wan to buy too. Hahahahahah. But not yet la. Must wait la...... buy too many things also difficult to keep la.....

So excited..... today so far is a good day and tmr's gonna be a great day too!!!

Good things....

Yesterday I had a bad day at work, but the evening made up for everything.

In the evening I went grocery shopping with my mum (YES, you didnt read wrongly - its MY MUM). She wanted to buy rice so I offered to go with her to carry it. We walked around looking for a nice CNY card for my dad cos he wanted to send it to his friend. Then we walked around the shops and my mum showed me the blouse she had her eye on.

I asked her to go and try it on, and it fitted rather nicely. So I bought the blouse for her for CNY. And I bought an identical one so that we can wear it together on CNY 1st day. Hahahahaha. Hers is bright red while mine, as usual, is bright blue. Hahhahahahah. I actually liked the black one, but I very "pan tang" so I bought bright blue instead.

After tat we went to NTUC and she bought the 10kg rice and since i was with her, she bought soft drinks as well. My dad normally doesn't help her (being the semi-MCP, traditional old patriach, MAN OF THE HOUSE) in grocery shopping cos he sweats very easily and he doesn't like to walk over to the central and get himself all sweaty and hot. Only sometimes he rides his motor and they go grocery shopping elsewhere.

I finally realise that actually tugging 10kg of rice from NTUC and walking back to my place, was not an easy feat. I was telling my mum and dad that it felt like carrying Coco & Junior together!!! I was suddenly full of admiration for my mum. She is not very young, +30years older than me, yet she does her housework like she is in her 20s or 30s. She does everything herself. Only CNY she will ask my dad to help out in the major spring cleaning of the sofas, the doors, the tidying of his rubbish in the hall. I wonder will I ever be like her? Or will my new house be like a piggy sty?

Last time I was really bad at housekeeping. My room would be in such a mess that I cannot see the floor (tat was before Junior came along). And my aunts and brother and mum and dad would comment that even if a robber came along, he wouldn't dare go into my room for fear of booby traps and even if there was a robbery, I wouldn't know what was stolen. And for outsiders, they would think that I have recently been robbed and the robbers were the ones who turned everything upside down in my room looking for loot. Hahahahhaa.

Well, I try to do my part for MY ROOM. Hahaha. And jus try not to spill my things into the living room to make things more troublesome for them. That is why I am packing my stuff into bags and boxes and sending them to sengkang already. Lesser things mean lesser work to pack them.

Yesterday after my grocery shopping, I sat down watching TV with them and then went to pack my room (again - dun you get tired of hearing me say I packing and packing and packing? Well, I am indeed still packing Hahahaha). I only managed to pack 4 bags of clothes and 2 bags of my trophies and wine and liquor.

My cupboard of clothes is still 3/4 FULL. I really dun understand why I have so many clothes? I already packed 4 bags of clothes and my cupboard is still 3/4 FULL. WHY? I also removed 1 bag of clothes for the needy.

I am moving these 6 bags of stuff + 1 trolley full of Ikea items to sengkang TONTIE. YEAH. At least my dreams are moving nearer.....

This morn i was awaken by a phone call from kenji saying he arranged for the painters to go down tomorrow. I was so happy to hear that, that I woke up straight away, and I have been happy since then till now...... heehee......

Later I going to sengkang and move my stuff up (I have a wonderful trolley from my mum - heehee) and then I am going to dismantle the beds and see if I can bring the single one home for my brother - I wun be too ambitious to bring the queen one to bradel. I shall wait for the tambi(s) and ah neh(s) to help me on tat.

YEAH.

But yesterday I still didnt sleep well. I dunno wat I was dreaming of cos I forgot already but they were not very nice dreams la. WAT IS WRONG WITH ME?