"Xiao Ren"

Today wasn't a very good and smooth day for me.

Well. Life's like tat. Think as long as you do try your best and live health and proper, its the best you can get. Just try my best.

A fortune teller used to tell me that in my life, there will be "xiao ren" meaning there will be people in my life who will irritate the hell out of me and harm me. Last time, I refused to believe it as the only time i was upset was with friendship and I tot my friends were my "xiao ren".

Now I know that the people around me, the people who LOVE me, are not my "xiao ren". How can they be "xiao ren" when they love me and care for me? I realise now that the "xiao ren" that was supposed to be in my life, appeared in my career. Not my colleagues and boss, but the clients and candidates that come through me.

I am not racist but I curse that indian bitch who goes behind my back and stab a few knives in my back. No wonder you are fat and ugly and have a long tongue that you cannot keep inside your mouth properly. She's the fattest bitch I ever seen. I seriously think she is 150KG. And if it was 10 years back, ah ber would have boiled you in bleach and turn you white colour. And God forgive me for cursing you cos you are one of his own and you behave like the devil.

Some people wan to have certain level of authority in their lives and wan to have certain say in their work. Fuck off la. You dun control me and I dun owe you.

This indian bitch tries to poach all my girls who are at the client's place and keep asking if they like to be handled by agency or by her. Who wan to be handled by you as your management skills SUCKS big time. And dun need to try ways and means to get to me and try to save your big fat ass from trouble cos I KNOW EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE behind my back.

When people stick to you, you know its because they are loyal and they like you because you are true to them. Since that doesn't happen - go reflect on yourself why people dun like you. Even if people PRETEND to like you is because you are the SUPERVISOR, not because they would like to forge a friendship with you.

I am trying not to step on your tail cos you are half the client (cos you dun make the big decisions). So dun step on my tail cos if you do, you are in deep shit. I dun retaliate doesnt mean I am a coward.

It just means tat I cannot be bothered to kick your fat ass cos I am lazy.

Tomorrow will be another fine day for me I hope. Stay away. Stay Far Away bitch.