A poem about R.A.I.N

Its raining out there....

Have you wondered if the one you love is comfortable at home,
or
Are they out there in the rain?

Have you looked at the rain and find it so amazing that the droplets can make such a great impact when they fall against the window panes,
or
Have you always looked at the rain as a nuisiance?

Do you love the rain cos you can be cosy at home,
or
Do you hate the rain cos you cannot go out and play?

Does the rain make you happy cos you can be home with the ones you love,
or
Does the rain make you sad because the cold makes you lonelier?

Is your heart raining as well,
or
Is your heart getting warmer with the love inside?

Will the rain wash the memories away,
or
Will your wounds be stinging because of the rain?

Does the rain give you a feeling of longing,
or
Does the rain give you a sense of belonging?

What can you do when its raining out there,
or
What can you do when the rain doesn't stop?

Do you fall together with the rain,
or
Do you wait for the rainbow after the rain........

Insomnia

I seriously hate caffeine now. It perks me up at the wrong time. I haven't been really having caffeine in my system since a year ago. I actually cut down so much on coffee that maybe I only have 1 - 5 cups of coffee every month. I drink mostly tea though.

For the past 2 months, I usually drink a cup of coffee in the morn, hoping that it will perk me up and last me thru the day. But I always end up unable to sleep at nite. And I seriously tot it was the caffeine creating my insomnia.

But it wasn't. I think it was other factors cos I can be very very tired and yet my brain is still working at nite. Like it didnt shut down yet in sleep mode. Dunno wat's wrong with me la. Maybe got residue caffeine in my blood tat is why. Hahhahahaha. My aunty even recommended that I take sleeping pills.

I think I worry too much la. The house, the wedding, everything la. Like on sat, I slept like a baby in my new house. Maybe cos the painting has already started and I felt that another load off my mind was taken off.

Sat evening the painters came around 9pm. I was very tired cos I did all the moving of my stuff by myself. They started to paint and everything and kenji supervised the whole process till 3am when everyone went to sleep. They continued in the morn and they finished around 6pm. I also helped to paint 2 doors and the chief said that my paint-job was good and I can become a part-time painter. Hahaha. They also said they will give me part of their pay for this round. hahahahah.

Apparently all the running around and my lugging of1 carton of "anything" from the NTUC opposite by foot, and buying of stuff and running around with my aunties for dinner and grocery shopping till 10pm, didnt tire me out enough cos yesterday nite I couldn't sleep properly too.

Am I having a sleep issue? Hahahahahah. I think I jus missed my son and missed having kenji sleeping with me. Cos sat kenji slept by my side and i was so peaceful in my sleep - I didnt even have a dream.....

I seriously need to go back home and pack my room and make it baby safe for my son..... He needs to come home for the CNY. My poor baby. I missed him so much.... I guess he missed me too. Today is gonna be a long day too.

I need to send my dad's paintings to the gallery after work and then meet kenji and his family for an early reunion dinner @ tian fu!!! And after tat its off to pack my room..... any marias on loan out there?

Sat & Sun FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!!

Sat, went to work as usual and squeezed my classes together so that I can go home to feed junior and rest. From 7am till 1.30pm, I squeezed 5 classes together. I felt like superwoman. And I dragged my 3pm class to 3.30pm so that in between I could go home to feed junior his lunch and take a short rest.

Ended class at 6.30pm and met kenji for dinner. Actually he wanted to watch a movie but I forgot that simei doesnt have a theatre... Hahaha..... so we ended up eating our favourite sakae sushi (the damn bill came up to almost $100) - he ate beef ramen and ordered a special sashimi platter where there were octopus, prawns, salmon, red-tail tuna (MY FAV NOW cos it tasted like my Duo Bao Yu - ocean flounder) and some other I-dunno-wat-name fish.

We also ordered a katsu with cheese on it..... quite nice but the cheese is bit salty..... and we ate 11 plates of sushi, with 3 plates of premium sushi. No wonder after dinner I felt pregnant..... and we went grocery shopping and we also bought beer for kerin mei's birthday party the next day.... and it has been proven AGAIN and AGAIN that we cannot shop for groceries together, cos we will end up buying ALL THE NONSENSE like chocolates, sweets, snacks and cute cute stuff......

And on sun.... another whole day affair....

Went to pick my aunts (it was for THEM that I went to fix my damn aircon or else they will grumble rite into my EAR) at 7.30am and we went for breakfast at Upper Thomson Rd where we had prata at Shiby Muslim Food & Restaurant "The best Crispy prata in singapore".....

We all had Teh Halia, but the Teh Halia sucks.... the prata is so-so only..... but I'll never go back there again..... Along the way my aunt spotted a plant that is used to make natural purple colouring for kueh kueh.....

After our breakfast, we went to Upper Pierce Reservoir to take a walk and see the monkeys. Junior went along and as he wasn't allowed to run around, I carried him in my arms.... the monkeys wanted to eat him.... so we moved on to lower peirce reservoir. There he was allowed to run around, so he was quite happy.

We went to hougang market after picking my mum and walked around till i had more blisters on my foot (I am really blisters prone).... After marketing, we all went to pet movers to let junior have his weekly swim and interaction with the other doggies....

There was a competition at Pet Movers and since it was startin soon, I signed junior up. It was the RECALL competition where you stand at the other side of the field and you call your doggies and they should run to you. Last year Junior joined this competition also, and he didnt run to me. He ran one big round and away from me cos I think he wasn't very clear of wat he was supposed to do.

This year, I was sooooooo proud of Junior. His PoPo held him and ran with him. And he ran straight to me!!!!! He didnt run away or run haywire around the big field there!!!! I am so proud of my son..... btw, he was 4th in place...... and the 1st, 2nd, 3rd places were at least 10times bigger than him so they had longer legs and their 1 step = 4 steps for junior..... Although he was much much better than the other dogs who ran haywire, he was not the fastest 3 so he got only this.....

I wanted to bring them to have lunch at sim lim tower but i wasn't sure if it was opened, so they suggested going to Hong Lim to eat.... so we went..... and they had this!!!! I'm sure kenji will drool.... its pig trotters Jelly.....

Food was ok. After lunch, we all went home to feed junior and rest.

After a 45min nap, I went to meet rina at yishun cos it was the twin's birthday!!! Rina and her sister put up a dance show and it was amazing!!! The children all put up a performance too and I was the judge!!!! :)

Then I did my 1st balloon sculpture in my whole life. I made a dog!!!! And it looked like junior!!!

I was soooo happy that I decided to make more. I made another black dog cos damon jus blew up a black balloon for me.... YEAH and this time I can really make junior.....

And since I had the black junior already, I decided to give Kerin the white one for her birthday.... Kerin, you must appreciate ok cos this is my 1st balloon I ever made in my whole life and its also the 1st time I give people balloons ok.....

I also asked them (rina's cousins) if they knew how to make flowers, as it would be cool to give kerin flowers too.... But they dun really know.... so AH BER FIGURED IT OUT..... YEAH. The 1st flower I made, burst, so I had to remake it.....

Pics time for the Twins..... Happy Birthday Shakira & Shakir.....

After cutting the cake at 6.30pm, I rushed down to get flowers for another birthday gal (which happened to be Ms Kerin Mei)...... and then rushed all the way down from yishun to simei to celebrate Ms Kerin Mei's 86 birthday. This is the birthday gal..... with all her gifts from Wendy and me and Kenji and Junior....... See she wear too low cut wan to seduce some guys there, so me and wendy helped the guys prevent nosebleed so we jus stuff her presents to cover her CRACK (if there was one la).....

I am seriously fascinated by the cake. I got a surprise when I saw it cos actually I wanted to order it for her on her actual birthday..... But now since you have this cake already, the sushi one I will not order lor..... hiak hiak hiak....

Junior had a great time at kerin Mei's party cos he had a friend Elmo there..... and this elmo is one huge CHEE KO PEH..... he went around humping peoples legs and I notice he only chose the hairy legs..... and he started with Kenji (MUAHAHAHAHAHAH)..... Oh kenji is sooooo man...... hahahahaha..... I nearly wanted to cry when I saw Kenji's helpless expression.....hahahahah..... he was really helpless cos i think he was trying to save his son from being humped by elmo and elmo ended up humping the daddy..... hahahahahahaha.....

Then elmo went to kerin's friend and humped his leg like **times..... hahahahah......and next, he wanted to hump Kerin's leg too..... and x-tin's leg too..... hahahahah the gals forgot to shave i guess...... so cute la elmo....

Very Painful Ah

WARNING..... This post may cause some discomfort to people reading this..... unless you have a foot fetish, then pls continue......

I was out for the past 2 days attending to interviews. Yesterday I wore my black work shoes that I always wear for my property. They gave me no problem.

Today I tot of a change so i wore my heels..... actually today's distance was shorter (except the fact that I was walking 15mins to get to serangoon MRT & the walk from NEL to NSL at dhoby ghaut MRT), cos both places to interview, were at international plaza.....

And I ended up with this.....3 ugly and painful blisters on EACH foot and 1 at the bottom of EACH foot..... and the one on my 2nd last toe on the rite foot already burst..... so imagine the pain when I went into the water jus now for lesson......

Ok la, worth the pain, cos one of today's interviewer called me for a 2nd interview. I suddenly feel that I am still worth a bit in the job market. Too long being your own boss..... I need stability and I need to be normal...... cos I have plans ahead of me..... :)

So Ah Ber Monkey, Pls dun climb trees anymore..... You need to ride the horse properly.....

PS: I enjoy being on top? Nah..... I prefer the bottom.... ;)

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Peanut & Butter

Introducing Junior's 2 younger brothers Peanut and Butter. They are same breed as Mouse Tze. I tried to change Mouse Tze's name to Kaya, but it didnt stick. Mouse Tze still sounded better than Kaya.....



And Junior has a new hobby. Pls check out Junior's Blog www.dinojuniorboy.blogspot.com to find out wat he is up to.....

I found Da Bao and Xiao Bao's cousins....

Sunday was quite cool cos I found Da Bao and Xiao Bao's cousins. 2 OF THEM. If you do not know who Da Bao and Xiao Bao is, pls go read Ms Kerin's blog http://www.mrstea.blogspot.com/ for more information cos they are her children.....

I found Pink Bao..... inside a $2 tikam machine where you drop the $2 in and turn and turn.... This machine can be found jus outside the place where Hersheys work and where anna used to work part-time too......

This ladybird is a tamagotchi and Ms Kerin, can exchange my blue one back when it dies in your hands ok..... I think you will love this pink one better cos it is PINK and it is a TAMAGOTCHI and IT IS WORKING..... hahahahaha.......

Then I went to pick my other aunty and we went to my eldest aunty house and there, I saw something sitting on the carpet on the floor.... and I smiled cos it CONFIRMED is Da Bao and Xiao Bao's Cousin...... FAT BAO..... so I asked it to pose for a photo and it was happy to know that it has cousins Da Bao and Xiao Bao and Pink Bao.....

PS: Ms Kerin, they have the same type of weird hair..... sure its cousin and not BIG Bro? By the way, Junior wanted to hump him.... so pls keep your da bao and xiao bao away from junior.... never leave them in tortilla alone with junior..... or else will kena raped.....

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Welcome back The Little Princess In Me & everyone who reads my posts faithfully....

Yeah. Ah ber is using blogger again. Cos I can put more stuff on my blog. Of cos wordpress is a safer solution but its bit rigid leh.... but I will copy Ms Kerin mei and use my wordpress bloggy to write password protected posts....



So blogger here I come with songs and pics again.... YEAH.....