PEOPLE

I think I am sensitive and at times, overly sensitive.... I have my fair share of phobias, fears, past experiences that haunt me. I can be straight-forward but at times, I learn to keep my mouth shut (although most of the time I fail to do so). I always say yes and dunno how to say no but I am really learning hard to say no.

People's concept of me is that I am stubborn and dun listen to advices except when they are slapped rite into my face and that I should learn from the hard way always by crashing into the wall.

I can be nice but I also have my temper. I am not a guillible young 3 year old who doesn't know how to tell rite from wrong. I may be stubborn but I have my soft side too. Why does people choose to see me from my tougher side and not spare a tot that I am a gal, jus like any other out there.... I think I am very average.

I know its difficult to tell someone what you feel (whether good or bad) face to face. But all I ask is that chances are given and time to tell. I dun look at everyone in a hostile or judging way so I jus ask that people learn to do tat too.... And of cos people pls be automatic, dun step on others toes whenever you have a chance to do so or create havoc like nobody's business and disrupt the peace. Let's all strive to be the best we can be.

I am proactive cos I believe that if I am interested, I should play an active role and not jus be a taker waiting for people to give. I am not interested in people who are not interested. I can go miles for people who are interested and play an active role in my life. But I wun lift a finger for those who dun show interest in my life.

Fair rite? I rather invest my time with people who geniunely care for my interest because only like tat will they be interested in me and my life and care geniunely.....

There are differences in Boyfriend, Lover, Hubby. There are differences in besties, good friends, friends and acquaintances. Maybe I was blind before but now I see.... friends, people in relationships should build one and another and not create obstacles to block our path, to stop us from growing and moving on... these obstacles and huddles should be crossed over together and used as stepping stones for a better future and not barriers to trip or fall you.....

Along in the journey of life, there are bound to be stones, boulders, large rocks and maybe huge mountains that come into your path... you can either choose to throw them away, move them away to a better position so that they will not obstruct you or walk far away from the huge mountains you cannot move. These are jus some problems in life and the way you face them...

In life, there are also blooming flowers, beautiful animals and blue skies. These are your friends, family, people who come into your life..... so appreciate them. Dun take them for granted. They are not yours and if you dun appreciate them, they will also walk away to others who will appreciate them.

PS: I can be nice. But dun expect me to be nice forever. If I am not worth keeping, then dun force yourself to do so.....