Someone accuse me of being childish and doing stuff that only childish people do like unable to let go and get irritated and fly into a temper easily and holding on and pouting and sitting on the issue and not sorting things out like adults do.
But mum, I am a little gal wat. How do you expect me to behave when I am your baby gal? You think I am so BO CHAP like you ah? I feel like strangling you. I think I'll jus do that when you are asleep late tonite..... And I know you are reading this...... dun kill me 1st....
I dunno why I am so easily irritated these days. Weather is hot, I get pissed off easily. I dun have enough sleep and my son bullies me, so of cos I am easily irritated. Maybe early menopause + PMS + depression. My PMS should have been gone by now, but I dunno why I am so irritable and restless and BORED......
I need M&M......
Today I am quite happy cos I bought surprises for Wendy and Kerin and Kerin tot that it was going to be YOU-KNOW-WAT = rataouiie look-alike..... I not so bad one ok..... today really really tired, which is good cos only when I am really really tired, the dreams (or should I say nightmares) dun bug me..... and at least I can rest in peace....
Dreamland is a hate and love situation for me.... I love it and look forward to the happy things I can see there, but I hate it cos too happy a dream will leave me waking up for more and sad dreams make me depressed when I wake up......
PS: everything is going mad inside me...
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