Its 3.45am and I jus came back from Redbar..... was supposed to be babysitting my godsons cos everyone went for wedding dinner. Ard midnite, Pa and aunty irene came home, so I went to giv rina a surprise at redbar cos they are there.......
We had lots of vodka cranberry,..... and I am quite high..... but amongst everyone, I am most sober...... so I drove back......
I manage to drive bak and even cook maggie mee for myself, so I am considered quite sober.
PS: I lov youi darling. And I missed you very much. I missed YOU too..... How many people will ever be missed by me? Its an honour you know..... to be missed by someone..... to be loved by someone...... I', feeling loved rite now, cos I'm going for breakfast with my darling in a few hours time..... and mummy jus gave me a hug......
I LOVE MYSELF.....
yeah, tmr is public holiday and I dun need to work..... YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH.......
I hope, I pray, I hope God listened and I hope God can have mercy on me. I need a miracle. I know that God made miracles for me before. i have noted them down in my diary. I praised God for the miracles that happened..... I believe in Him..... and I sincerely ask that god give me another miracle..... I know he will, jus that maybe its not time yet and the way he wan to surprise me, will be sopmething I didnt expect......
Please God, Please show yoruself to me. Please grant me another miracle... I need you My Lord..... I have never forsaken you, Pls dun forsake me..... cos i love you..... I trust in you, I belive in you....
Thursday, November 8, 2007
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hahahhahhaa.....not really convince u still sober.... nevertheless, i still love you lots
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