TGIF

TGIF.

Finally I have some time to breathe.

Been paranoid for the past few days. And today was worse cos my left eyelid kept jumping big-time. Feared the worst. But luckily my sick mum rina consoled me and I felt better and I decided that it was due to my tiredness that my left eyelid jumped.....

Today I was left alone in the office for almost 3 hours.

I didnt panic cos there was nothing for me to panic about. Felt quite pro and cool about it. Haha.

As I was driving home today, the word "committment" jumped into my brain and I was thinking about it while I drove (with my eye on the road of cos).

I have heard of gals complaining that their guy is not committed to them cos they have no plans to marry them yet, or haven't proposed, or not wishing to settle down. I realise that its not only the guys who are not committed. I know of this friend where she doesn't wan to be tied down, even though her guy is wanting to settle down. She is afraid of commitment.

I wonder why are people afraid of committment.

I have the answer.

People are afraid of commitment cos they are scared of losing their freedom and their own identity once they have committed, scared of losing themselves. scared to promise and then break the promise. Similarily, promises to them have been broken before and it might be painful to take that step to commit again.

I wonder wat is committment.

And I still do wonder if anyone can actually keep their commitment.

Cos I am afraid...

想太多

你笑着说

他是朋友

但你眼中太温柔

我的不安

那么沉重

只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中

属于我的角落

所以你说

我们不是你和我

是我想太多

你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多

我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中

属于我的角落

所以你说

我们不是你和我

是我想太多

你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多

我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么

虽然你不说或许错在我

太晚我才懂爱了你太多

是我想太多

你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多

我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由